.... [ He wasn't sure what to say then, no one had ever really said sorry or given sympathy. They simply used him as a tool and feed his rage to keep him fighting. He looked up at Alec and gave an awkward shrug. ]

At times, maybe, but that life belongs to someone else now, beside's I died in my world, I remember dying before I woke in the fountain here. That life is long out of my reach, and I have been a solider long enough that I could never sit content to be king.